I went out last night to a silent disco and it was really fun, I got to spend time with
my friends and make new friends and I didn’t spend too much money but it was a very late night. I left at around 1, trying to be sensible but I didn’t get to sleep till 5am and I have spent the entirety of today wanting to die a little bit. Just a little bit.
My sleeping pattern has never been particularly good – I struggle with getting to sleep and I often have to be out of bed early and I can’t survive on just three or four hours sleep like some people but since uni it’s got worse – I really like living in halls but noise travels so much and people getting back at 4am, even if they’re trying to be quiet, end up making a lot of noise.
And my room is right next to the kitchen.
It doesn’t help that I’m also ill but by 5am this morning I couldn’t walk in a straight down the corridor to get from my friend’s room to mine. It was interesting to say the least.
So right now I’m not really functioning. I’m going out to a dance ‘initiation’ tonight which sounds like all those horrible frat things you see in American movies and I have no idea when I’m going to get back and I start at 9am tomorrow.
And I refer back to ‘I want to die a little bit’.
It’s been a stressful few days, I cannot wait for a night off tomorrow.
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