Feeling very uninspired and tired today, so blogging is the last thing I want to do.
If you’ve been following my blog for a while you know I often have days where I blog about not wanting to blog. On days slightly better than those days, I google ‘what should I blog about’ and sometimes I’m inspired. That’s sort of what I’ve done today.
One of these sites suggested a title ‘If you don’t now, you’ll hate yourself later’ and that’s exactly how I feel about blogging sometimes. I’m so stubborn that I can’t let myself miss a day (except that one day in April I missed that I will continue to pretend was an April Fools prank) and I hate it – sometimes I hate blogging, I hate this project and I hate myself for not letting myself quit.
But when I can title the last post ‘Page 365 of 365’, the satisfaction of knowing I wrote 365 blog posts in a year that saw me go through my hardest times, finish school, go to Ecuador, meet some of the most important people in my life who hopefully will stick around to see the future, I’ve started university and I’m not sure what brilliant adventures the rest of the year might hold.
And it’s fuelled my love for blogging – there’s no way December 31st will mark my last blog post and I think next year’s posts will be more exciting because they’ll be fewer and more passionate.
So in some respects yes, I hate blogging and I hate this project but really? I love what it’s started and the skills it has given me. And I thank every single person that’s ever read a single blog post or watched a video or support the content I create in any way.
Thank you for reading,